Naming and Becoming (Part 1) - When Your Name No Longer Fits

Crossroads of light and shadow by Astrrid and AI

7th July 2026

Most people rarely spend much time thinking about their name. It is something we are given shortly after birth and, for the majority of us, something we carry for the rest of our lives. We learn to respond to it before we can read or write. It follows us through school, work, relationships, achievements, failures, and all the various chapters that make up a human life. Because it is always present, it often becomes almost invisible. Yet the more I have reflected on names over the years, the more I have come to think that they occupy a rather unusual position in human experience.

We often speak about them as though they are merely practical labels, yet our behaviour suggests we believe them to be something more. If names truly did not matter, it is difficult to explain why so much thought, emotion, symbolism, and significance has become attached to them throughout history.

This is perhaps most obvious when a child is born. Long before that child has developed a personality, expressed a preference, or taken a single step into the world, a name must be chosen. Parents may spend months considering possibilities. Family traditions may be consulted, meanings are researched with certain names ‘feeling right’, while others feel entirely wrong - even when no clear explanation can be given. Some parents want something distinctive and original. Whilst some parents wish to honour an ancestor, or to seek a name that reflects cultural heritage, spiritual values, or simply a feeling they hope their child will carry through life. Whatever the reasoning, very few people approach the process as though they are selecting an arbitrary label. Consciously or unconsciously, most recognise that a name will become intertwined with identity.

The same pattern appears again and again throughout society. Writers adopt pen names. Actors and musicians create stage names. Religious traditions confer new names at moments of initiation. Spiritual teachers sometimes become known by names entirely different from those they were born with. Even in ordinary life, people frequently shorten, adapt, or replace their given names with versions that feel more natural. The details vary, but the underlying principle remains remarkably consistent. Human beings have long associated naming with identity, transformation, belonging, and self-expression. What changes from culture to culture is not the existence of the practice, but the reasons used to explain it.

This is one of the reasons I became interested in name work through the lens of Chaldean numerology. At its foundation lies the principle that sound carries vibration. A name is therefore viewed as more than a collection of letters written on a page. It is spoken, heard, repeated, remembered, and associated with a particular identity over many years. The idea is not that a name determines a person's fate, overrides free will, or magically solves life's challenges. Rather, it contributes to the energetic environment through which a person expresses themselves. Just as we recognise that environments influence behaviour, relationships influence behaviour, and beliefs influence behaviour, Chaldean numerology proposes that names participate in that process as well.

Whether one accepts that proposition literally, symbolically, or somewhere in between is ultimately a personal matter. What I find interesting is that many people seem to recognise aspects of it instinctively, even if they have never encountered numerology. Consider the entertainment industry. Few successful performers arrive at a public identity without giving some thought to how they wish to be known. Sometimes a birth name works perfectly. Sometimes it is shortened, simplified, altered, or replaced entirely. The reasons may be practical, creative, or commercial, but beneath those reasons sits an acknowledgement that names carry influence. That they affect perception, shape memory, and help create identity.

Perhaps the ultimate (and arguably the most sort after) expression of this can be found in those rare individuals who become recognisable through a single name alone. Think of Prince, Madonna, Beyonce, Adele, Cher. In such cases, the surname becomes almost unnecessary because the name itself has become a complete symbolic identity. Whatever you personally think about these artists, their single name evokes a body of work, a public image, a personality, and an entire cultural presence. Whether those individuals ever considered the numerological properties of their names is largely beside the point. What matters is that the phenomenon itself demonstrates something most people understand instinctively. A name can become far more than a means of identification. It can become a vessel through which identity is expressed and recognised.

Politics provides another interesting example. Although we tend to think of political leadership in terms of policies, ideology, competence, and public performance, names appear to play a surprisingly important role in how leaders are perceived. Consider how readily certain surnames become shorthand for entire political eras. In the USA, names such as Kennedy, Reagan, Clinton, Obama, Biden, and Trump immediately evoke not only individuals but particular periods of history, political movements, and collective memories. The same can be seen in the UK with Thatcher, Blair, Cameron, and our most recent Prime Minister, Starmer. The name itself becomes a symbol through which a much larger set of associations is carried.

Interestingly, some political figures become so familiar that even a first name is sufficient. In recent UK politics, Boris Johnson was typically referred to simply as "Boris" by both supporters and critics alike. The fact that almost everyone knew exactly who was being discussed demonstrates how a name can evolve beyond identification and become a public identity in its own right. Whether this contributes positively or negatively is another matter, but it reinforces the observation that names often become inseparable from the role, reputation, and collective image associated with the person carrying them.

The business world provides another interesting example. Anyone who has launched a company, product, website, or personal brand will know how surprisingly difficult it can be to choose a name. On the surface this seems rather strange. If a name is simply a label, surely almost any reasonable option would suffice. Yet founders often spend weeks or months exploring possibilities, discussing alternatives, checking domains, researching meanings, and changing their minds repeatedly. The process can become surprisingly emotional. Part of this is undoubtedly practical as a name needs to be memorable, distinctive, and appropriate for the work being offered. However, I suspect there is often something deeper taking place as well. A business name becomes the identity through which a project enters the world. Long before anyone experiences the product or service itself, they encounter the name. In that sense, naming is not separate from identity. It becomes one of the ways identity is expressed.

Religious and spiritual traditions have perhaps been even more explicit about this connection. Across many cultures and historical periods, receiving a new name has often marked the beginning of a new chapter in life. The purpose was not merely administrative as the new name symbolised a new relationship with oneself, with a community, with a vocation, or with the sacred. Although the details differ between traditions, the underlying principle appears remarkably similar. When a significant transformation occurs, it is often accompanied by a change in naming. Whether this is viewed as symbolic, psychological, spiritual, or energetic, the association between identity and name remains difficult to ignore.

Perhaps the most fascinating example of all, however, is one that many people never question. Across many cultures it has long been customary for a woman to adopt her husband's surname upon marriage, and most people regard this as entirely normal. Yet when viewed through the lens of identity, it is actually quite extraordinary. A person may spend twenty, thirty, or forty years carrying one surname before replacing it within the space of a few weeks. This creates a huge cascade of change from family associations and social identity, through to legal identity and even professional identity. We often think of marriage as a relationship transition, but it is also a naming transition.

From a numerological perspective, this becomes especially interesting because surnames are not regarded as insignificant additions attached to a first name. They form part of the overall vibrational structure carried by an individual. A surname brings lineage, ancestry, inherited patterns, strengths, challenges, and possibilities. When someone adopts a new surname, they are not simply changing a word on official documents - they are stepping into a different symbolic and energetic framework. Whether that framework ultimately supports them is another question entirely.

One of the things I have occasionally wondered is how many women instinctively knew they had made the wrong decision shortly after adopting a married name, and how many experienced precisely the opposite. Most people would naturally assume such feelings reflect the quality of the relationship itself, and in many cases that may well be true. Yet it raises an intriguing possibility. If names participate in identity, how can we be entirely certain that the change in surname is not contributing something to the experience as well? Equally, how many women have taken a married name and felt unexpectedly stronger, more settled, more visible, or more aligned with who they are becoming? We rarely ask these questions because the practice is so culturally normalised, but from a naming perspective they seem entirely reasonable.

The difficulty, of course, is that human beings are complicated. Relationships are complicated. Identity is complicated. It is rarely possible to isolate a single factor and declare it solely responsible for a particular outcome. A flourishing marriage may owe its success to love, compatibility, commitment, timing, shared values, and countless other variables. Likewise, a difficult marriage probably cannot be blamed solely on an unfortunate surname. Yet uncertainty is not the same thing as irrelevance. The fact that something cannot be measured perfectly does not mean it has no influence. Names may not be the whole story, but that does not mean they are absent from it.

The more I have explored this subject, the less interested I have become in proving whether names matter and the more interested I have become in understanding how they matter. Because most people who contemplate changing their name are not doing so because they have discovered a numerological theory. More often, something simply feels out of alignment. A nickname feels more natural than a formal name. A professional identity begins to feel more authentic than the birth identity. A married name never quite settles. A spiritual name feels strangely familiar. A business name starts to feel too small for what the work is becoming. The person may have no language for what is happening. They simply notice that one identity feels more alive than another.

This is where the conversation becomes particularly interesting, because changing a name is not always about becoming someone different. In fact, many people who change their names are not attempting to escape who they are at all. Sometimes the opposite is true and they are attempting to express who they have already become. There is an important distinction between rejecting the past and completing it. One implies dissatisfaction. The other implies integration. A person may feel deep gratitude for the life they have lived, the lessons they have learned, and the identity that carried them through those experiences. Yet they may simultaneously recognise that a particular chapter has reached its natural conclusion.

This, perhaps, is what interests me most about names. Not the paperwork. Not the legal process. Not even the numerology itself. What fascinates me is the moment when someone begins to sense that the identity they have been carrying no longer fully reflects the person they are becoming. Most people encounter that feeling at some stage of life, whether they ever change their name or not. The question is not whether transformation occurs. The question is how we respond when it does. Occasionally that response takes the form of a new career, a new relationship, a new vocation, a new belief system, or a new way of living. And sometimes, for reasons that are often difficult to explain to anyone else, it begins with a name.

~ Astrrid

Continuing the Conversation…

This article forms the first part of an ongoing Naming & Becoming series exploring the relationship between names, identity, symbolism, and personal transformation. In future articles, I will be exploring subjects such as marriage and surnames, business naming, spiritual and chosen names, my own name change journey, and the role that naming can play during periods of significant life transition.

If reading this article has prompted you to reflect on your own name, identity, or sense of becoming, you are not alone. Over the years, I have found that many people experience periods where they begin questioning whether the name they carry still reflects who they are today. Sometimes this curiosity remains simply that - curiosity. Sometimes it develops into a deeper exploration of identity, purpose, and self-expression.

Through my Name Design consultations, I work with individuals who are considering a personal name change, exploring a professional identity, choosing a business name, or seeking greater alignment between who they are and how they are expressed in the world. My approach combines Chaldean numerology with a broader exploration of identity, vocation, symbolism, and life direction.

If you would like to learn more about this work, or if you have questions about your own naming journey, I would be delighted to hear from you.

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After all, names are not simply about who we have been. They often have something to tell us about who we are becoming.

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